Wednesday, November 19, 2008
walking away.
Since yesterday i haven't been myself. My closer friends at school were puzzled. Even weirder today. Yes. I have been steering myself away from schoolwork into my own world. Simply needed some time to think through some thoughts. Sometimes i do feel frustrated with it too. Just couldn't bring myself to be lively till i sort some out of the roots. ignore me if im not talking sense. I'm not supposed to talk sense anyway.
Had bread soup alone at SayBons since Joys and YY wanted to go home to study. And it Yes, it's 2am and i have yet to flip a page of PAT care. My test's tomorrow and there's freaking lots to cover. I just feel so lazy, lethargic. Missed Cheese but thanks to her very supportive presence recently. Love her so much.
SO after soup, went to Chinatown Point to met cousin Karen for dinner at Swensens. We haven't met since a long time ago. Shared quite a fair bit of stuffs. Realised the many common points we share, obviously there were the differences but we're both very liberal. Indulged together for a while before i wandered a bit around before Jive dancing at 9.15pm.- Always look forward to dance session on tuesday nights. FUN, and great workout for me. (:
By the time i got home probably 12mn. Time to study? Yea, how bout now.
Walk away from the dark solitude and frustration. Workaholic sounds great. I should force that upon myself. But can i really walk out of them?