Wednesday, November 19, 2008
thoughts.
Two days of walking. And thinking through, getting over the angst. Get a grip and get serious. YES. and STOP wasting my partially wasted life away.
Getting Older = social circle may increase or decrease. = lesser people you can really
trust and get close to. also = higher chance of getting hurt by disgusting cruel people.
Nobody can really understand how i feel or my thoughts. NO ONE. At times it just feels so, miserable life seriously feels like shit. That's when you start asking yourself senseless questions like why do humans live and exist. Why is life complicated. Maybe it's just me. Of course i'm not suicidal! i'm not even sure what i am really feeling now. It is inevitable sometimes i just wished i can stop existing or live. What am i living for? Let me be some witch or vampire. Let me be different. Conformity is making my life a bore. BUt of course that's not what's been bugging me. Just me.
When you can live forever, what do you live for?
I think i will live for
true love, even if it threatens my immortality.
Especially if i have lived a long way down, alone.
Talk in my flooble chatterbox! ( if your can\'t tag on the screen!(: )
