Monday, August 11, 2008
1st day of clinicals
1st day at clinicals! SGH, haha cool experience at the A & E side on the first day. Interesting real life experiences. Felt like as though i'm on a 'vacation'( according to the schedule roster ), and have certain criterias/competency stages to complete like u have certain number of days stationed at certain departments before moving to another. oh well.
Every passing day means one day older. In no time we will hit the Adulthood, into the workforce, into what we see from our parents. I feel rather afraid to embrace this fact of growing up. And, i am upset with myself, ashamed actually. I thought i have come to terms with everything that has happened. i realised i havent. I'm back to square one and i am disappointed with myself to keep wanting to be accepted by others but myself. I kept faltering before them when i should not be any bit bothered by them. Get real cherie lee!When will i really hit reality?):
Talk in my flooble chatterbox! ( if your can\'t tag on the screen!(: )
