Thursday, May 22, 2008
As if last week wasn't bad enough, this week felt equally bad. Why are they so mean to me. I feel like crying. I have been holding my tears back, struggling hard now though. Part of me knew it was a personal grudge to that person since i haven't been mean to anyone yet. but then WHY me. Why am i always in such spots. This sucks, seriously. ironic that i said i loved them before..not that i don't now still. But i am very hurt. Is this what the real world is like?