Friday, February 22, 2008
I came back early today. bout 8 i'm back. i didn't really wanted to blog but slowly the realism n emotions began to set in, numbness wore off. I feel the pinch and hurt. WHy? Coz i got ps-ed by some people. Not once but consecutively this week. The initial reaction to being ps-ed was rather numb. I wasn't sure if i should feel angry or disappointed. I chose the 2nd latter in the end. Fed-up. Once, twice i'm ok and will be sympathetic, consecutively in a week's not funny anymore, especially with some friends who are closer, it gets more disappointing. YEs, i'm feeling angry now. I feel like crying.
Anyway, i reached the place earlier than the agreed time, so i called up this friend, only to hear a negative reply to our meeting tonight when i am already there and ready in casual clothes from work. I was so excited about it, after the conversation i was like one who's lost her way. I wandered around myself and did some impulsive shopping-retail therapy. Crap, the last thing i wanna do was to do that, especially when my day got screwed. Next, i went ALONE to the arcade for two vigorous games of basketball. My score was not bad, supposedly owing it to my foul mood. I scored higher than the guy playing at the adjacent machine. Decided to do some groceries shopping after that, spent mostly on nuts, 3 types n some fruits and dried fruits. Walked home after that, only to find out that time passed so slowly.I did so many things in such short span of 2 hours. Argh..and now i really feel lik crying when i think about them. That is it, i need to do sthg about it. Meet or don't meet at all. Being too much of a mild-opinated person often leaves myself getting hurt.
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