Monday, January 21, 2008
Once in life
It has been my greatest obstacle in life, being unable to give my best shot in my first attempts in many aspects in life. This, has many times caused my pitfalls in life, lost golden opportunities, wasted much time when others might have accomplished and achieved great things in their lives while i have not. Blame it on my cowardice for being unable to give everything i have while treading on unfamiliar paths. People have different rates of adapting to new environments, new experiences. For one, i'm not the imprompt-tu-adaptable species of people. Perhaps the 2nd following latter who, gets familiarised/bold enough to try again and give the best.
Therefore, in short, the system of exams and testings, is definitely not very much my cup of tea, espcially for carving a niche career in our meritocratic society. Sighs. Well, ask me why the sudden post on this topic- just thinking about what i have achieved and what i have not, taking one step back to ponder on my next step in life. Some reflections too. I'm working morning shift tomorrow, i ought to be sleeping or resting now in fact. But well, i guess i'll be tossing and turning in bed like last night again. On further reflctions, i'm trying to ask myself why am i sticking to my current job, though most of the time i'm quite underpaid, stressed and exhausted from work. Hmmm.. simultaneously, i'm enjoying some songs i bought in some cd shops in bugis at a sale, and 2 retailed cds. Great vocals- i'd recommend Soul circle's mosiac. (i think they're rather unheard of but still if you get any chance to listen to this) Their vocals and instruments..beautifully intertwining your soul with it, fulfilling a tired soul like mine. Perfect at th moment! right , a tote a l'heaure then! Au revoir! Bon nuit!
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