Wednesday, October 31, 2007
*grunts*
Yea, it's already the 31st October. i'm in the midst of a tunnel with the many millions of cars, trying to survive the traffic jam which ends on the third week of November. And then i shall hit the expressway and main roads..Haha if u get what i meant with my descriptions..
Happy Halloween!
i'm back home from my GP papers today. I daresay i didn't manage to do my best for the essay this time but it was slightly better than the prev time though. At least i do have points to substantiate but crap im jut disappointed i didn't put my language to good use. Perhaps it's due to the tense situation when i was actually stunned for 10 precious minuts! ARGH! Physics was rather straight forward but they are tricky. I may or may not have done better this time, hope i can and did better for those i've completed. Gosh, after She and i exchanged pointers to what we wrote, she sounded so confident that she'd score her A, OMG i'm losing out to her alr..Nooooooo...Sometimes don't u feel like u wanna turn time back again after the paper, feeling you could have done so much better?I'm doubtful of whether i can achieve my dream this lifetime, which is something i'd probably regret for life. I hear u might be thinking why am i giving up when im in the midst of battle, with not entirely a lost cause. But considering what She shared with me about a stint she's undertaking because of connections that was able to link her to one as her mentor, i feel like im a goner and a far harder case to achieve my goals than her. Makes me feel so disheartened sia.. Alright, very soon it's all going to be over. Meanwhile i shall buck up, n try to score as much for chem math n phy. No point crying over spilled milk, prob will think about it when the exams are all over. GO GO Go go go!
This post was meant to be my avenue to express my grunts and whatsoever off my mind
i definitely feel lighter now(= Another advantage of alternative media (",)
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