Monday, September 24, 2007
My heart ached. I'm becoming weary, weakening my grip on self control and self discipline. Need to do someting about these man. Last night hung out with Cheese till near 2am, shared lots of thigns we'd never mentioned before, twitched that parts of dark secrets in us. It was nice to share, and the night was in our favour. I should be firm on reducing my frequency to come online and waste my time unnecessarily. It's irating having to keep that secret within, especially when it tugs at my heartstrings so constantly. Zrgh, that sucks. In another bout 6 hours time i'm to do my 2nd GP relims again. I'm a goner, the fact i haven touched anything to do with gp since the last class which was just going through a paper. No content, totally nuts. I should really go to bed. Perhaps wak up earlier to flip through my notes. It certainly is scary when you feel as though you have a strong opponent pitted against you, and at the same time having to maintain your own standards. I'm just feeling so...torn. Alright alright, shall waste no more time and get on the social train again. This is the rather sad life of a Singaporean student in a meritocratic country.
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