Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i'm fully aware of my own condition since some time ago, in fact already suspected since a few years ago. Perhaps it's just my cowardly self unwilling to accept the truth and reality. Like how? Where were you when i needed you most? You never seem to be there when i needed you most, yet you demand so much of me, always protecting the other and blame all on me. Never came comforting reassuring supportive words from you, only hurtful ones. We are people from two very different worlds, can my life be normal again?