Monday, December 04, 2006
Yet another day at work, my 2nd day in fact. Managed to only finish 1, half of the 1st day's. Oh well, location was bad enough so i guess i'm just speechless. ANyway, life's been a whirlpool recently. Couldn't get myself to even keep track of what ran through my mind. Perhaps this sounds really ridiculous, but sometimes i just felt like my day's been wasted away,just like that. A day, yet another day. Can't find much or any meaningful things to do now, and so my current boring life. Maybe i was spoilt in lots of excitement and fun previously, now i can't get to this boring lifestyle. Gosh. Someone please bring on some excitement to my boring life!! I miss everyone like crazy.
也许是时候真的放手了。其实我应该早点放弃，不该再拖延。有时真是在问自己为何自讨苦吃，既然事情已经到了这个地步，我也不得不放手了。你的那番话已经穿透了我的玻璃心。虽然是单恋，也许你真的不知道我的感受，我已经被你深深的伤害到了。
算了。没关系。就是应为这是单恋，我不能征求什么，也许忘了你才是好事。我只希望你也会快乐。希望我们彼此都会快乐，能够找到各自的幸福。我对你的爱，就到此结束。你就只是一个曾被我爱过的人。。。
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光最近约了我出去看电影，还请我看那部卡通企鹅片。好久没与他见面了。自从高中头三个月后，我们班就各走不同的路。有的考进了其他高中，有的上理工学院。。。还记得高一那年，虽然我们倒是上不一样的学校，光好几次约了我出外。光虽然不是很好动，或像我一样热爱户外活动，可是他却约我一块打网球，出外等，甚至愿意陪我逛街，不和他中学的校友聚会。来自男校的他的确实令我心动，但来自女校得我并没有表示什么，他也一样。也许真的是因为高中课程与理工学院的时间常常不符合，我们也渐渐少来往了，直到当天。高兴--我当然高兴能和旧朋友在见面啦，还说好要和其他的旧同学再汇合呢！
现在的我，也许比以前成熟多了。尽管我又多么不想长大成人，经过这些挫折后，不得不成熟。噢！好像回到童年时期，无忧无虑的和外公外婆开心地渡过。。
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It is true that sometimes we really take things for granted, so much so that it is only when those things are gone, we feel their absence from the pain caused. It is then, too late for all amendments. There are so many things i wish i had done, and things i wished i hadn't. But some are already too late for any amendments to be done, but to get over it. This is the painful lessons of life that everyone has to undergo. Sad but true.
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