La~mour

Thursday, December 28, 2006

I woke up early, very early at 6am this morning. Can't remembered the last time i woke this early, since a long time ago. The reason i woke up this early, having slept at past 2 am the night before was to help da jie in her GAW project volunteering. The weather was, cool and i was warmly snuggled in my hand sewn quilt. I awoke and washed up in the bitter cold water. Brrrr....one word to describe how i felt: Freezing. (Oh alright, it's not the worst though but in SG it is.)

Mom was reading the papers and while i was about to pick out my clothes, she told me i can't go out. 1-coz it's too early, 2-it's raining, 3- cheese ain't going=i'm going alone. Gah....and so i had to stay home. The worst thing was my mom forbade me to go back to sleep. Sighs..imagine having to stay awake with nothing to do apart from reading the papers..Then come 10am she suggested i go jogging. I gave a stoned-face at her...C'mon it was freezing cold and wet outside..definitely not the best conditions for a nice run...Still, i went due to her hounding. The weather was...fabulous? It was drizzling and i ran in the drizzle anyway, since i'm already out in my running gears. Boy, the wind was chilly even at 10 plus am! I'd covered quite a distance with runs and brisk walkings, yet the whole procedure only took half an hour..Perhaps i was moving faster in a bid to return asap away from the rain etc. Had a nice warm bath( it was supposedly hot bath but the weather was so cold the water became lukewarm instead. Well, better than the bitter cold water, to think my mom wanted to get me to bathe in the cold water!
Made salad for myself after the bath with strawberries and raisins. Yum yum. Mom wanted me to join her n sis for dinner. i had to oblige since i'm considered grounded today.

Anyway, im jobless again. Sighs, not because i got sacked or what but the position kinda got frozen of taken up. Sighs. Mom's putting lots of pressure on me regarding the job again. Sigh. She's got something to say in almost every single thing i do. I seem to lose my own life again.

Well, recently out of i dunno what also, i decided to take up cross stitching and if possible knitting. Don't ask me why the sudden interest, it was never a sudden one. It was sthg i had wanted to do, but decided to do it now that i have so much time at hand. I'm starting on my first design, a simple one but it's gd for me i reckon. It helps me keep calm, keeps my mind busy at something and also learn something that will make me feel proud at the end of the task. Possibly a great practice for patience--it takes a great deal of patience to finish, trust me. I also invested in a beginners book of quick Sudoko. Yep, like what my cousin/aunt(i dunno how to address her) say, now that i'm having holidays, i should keep my mind active with challenging probs such as Sudoko. I guess she has got a worthy point there and i shall start on it...soon? Haha..I really have too much time at the wrong moments.. get used to being alone and doing things alone.
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你曾真正爱过吗？

“没有。”
“什么是爱？又怎么说被爱还是爱过呢?”

你相信缘分吗？

“也许吧。有些人能够有缘分地爱到不顾一切生死关节，有些却是有缘无分缘。。。问世间情为何物”
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Unbreak My Heart-Toni Braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

(chorus)Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tearsI cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

(Chorus)Ohh, oh
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

(rpt Chorus except last line)Un-break my
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

LA~mour at 10:37 PM