Friday, November 03, 2006
Eighteen!--Finally..or an Oh-No! ?
This day really came. (Obviously, like i can stop it, duh)
Yea, my great big Eighteen? Seriously i don't know how i should react? "Hooray?" or " Great...I'm a year older AND closer to death"
Sounds ironic huh?
But it certain feels cool to have someone who share the same birthday as me(=
-->Elton. haha. Happy 18th Birthday to ya there(=
My poor birthday always fall on the exam periods, especially during the major government exams. Fancy a birthday with loads of chem, physics and maths formulas stored in your mind, when you should be enjoying that day, freely and happily. Bleah. Alright perhaps it's just my stupid fever that won't subside that dampened my supposedly happy day. Ah well. So that accounts for the bland rxn.
On a different tone, is it really a good or bad thing to be Eighteen already? Good the fact i am going to be an adult all too soon? Good that i have accomplished that far since my first cry? Good that i get to officially club and buy liquor over the counter? Bad because i have to outgrow my childside which i enjoy the most? Bad tha, i am CLOSER to DEATH? Ha! Life's never free from problems. guess i just have to get used to that and probably learn how to handle it for the rest of my pathetic life.
Last but not least, Cheers to myself for being older and wiser, hopefully(",).