Monday, September 11, 2006
Plethora of events that happened
Recently, I found myself grappling with the many facts and events which have happened and occured in my life. In such a short period of time, so much has happened, many till now i have yet to exactly believe nor accepted. But through this short period of time within a year, i've learnt a lot from what i see, what i felt, thought many thoughts, perhaps restructured and improved myself further.
Before i continue on anything, my heartfelt condolences to the demise of my Da Jie's beloved pet hamster, Pumpkin and my Wildlife master, Steve Irwin. Their passings kinda made me rethink and redefine the value of life.
To Da Jie: We are all upset about Pumpkin's demise but like what Mei says, Pumpkin is simply freed from mortal life, entering Heaven with Fuffy, knowing their missed by us; knowing their always on our minds and hearts. Pumpkin would want you to move on ahead and remain happy. Do you think she'll want you to be upset while she looks at you from above? Do take time to heal and grieve; but remember what i told you (=
"Don't take too long to find your strength again"
On my Wildlife master's passing: Indeed many of us are upset about his death as much as i am. Being a fun loving and thrill enthusiast, he definitely wouldn't want many to grieve over his demise as well. But he was one special naturalist and wildlife conservationist sent down from above. Always remembered in our hearts.
Sometimes i am really puzzled how many unexpected events happened. Perhaps it really proves the saying that things happen when you least expect it to happen. Is this what we call life? One that's full of 'surprises' harbouring both good and ill intentions? It's ironic somewhat. Ha, therefore my conclusion would be: If life's ironic, then living is ironic as well, isn't it?
Congratulations to Siao mei and erm kor..haha, it's quite..wow..*prepares to hide from siao mei's poking at my ribs*
Actually i've got lots to say, for an overview of what ever that's happened previously, but somehow now i can't express them out in words to start with. Perhaps it'll be good to leave memories instead of mentioning explicitly out.
那时,当你缩回贝壳,我已经打算放弃等待;顶多只是和你作为好朋友。但是你又如今出现,有时你真是让我犹豫是否应该再给你机会。口是心非,脑里我不想等了, 不想再重蹈复泽, 可是心中却。。。
可能这只是一瞬间的感触, 也许过了一阵子这感触就会过了。以其成为情人,也许我们可以成为很好的朋友。。