Sunday, September 03, 2006
Is it just me or are things really going too fast for me to catch my breath?
Is it just me or are things just going too fast for me to catch my breath or even breathe?I don't know what is going on around me. I don't feel myself still, and it's irating me. Coz it feels horrid to be you and not feel yourself. Sometimes i really ask myself, Am i really happy when i smile or laugh today as compared to then two years ago? To this, my answer would be a rather confident no. I can't feel that kind of happiness anymore. What's wrong with me? What's wrong with every other thing. So, the crux of the problem still revolves and encircles around me, yes ME. All faults and what nots lies with me, all unhappiness; all horrid grades and results lies with me, myself and i.
Beat it. I'm tired. Seriously i m tired of everything. I have had let gone of many things already; but there are just some which i cannot let go. It is just as dear as my purpose in living, yet that's also part responsible for the angst i have been feeling. It's conflicting in me and until i've done the last of that darn it exams with results that can put a smile back on my face; i'll be in deep pain and suffering. I guess there seems like nothing, at least almost nothing to cure me of such incurable 'illness'. So much for me wanting a break..I want a restart.
Seriously IHM. I really do.
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