Saturday, July 15, 2006
Fighting hard desires and temptations
It's been a rather unproductive day. In fact i started the day with a bad beginning. ended up sitting down on the desk and books at 3pm. That was not it, my itchy hands and fingers found their way to the pc that was situated beside the desk. Dang. and so i remained online till now, in the midst was mapling for about an hour or less. i'm supposed to have done my HOMEWORKS! like omg yet i have not..there's everything in the world for me to do, for me to catch up yet i simply get restless ever so quickly. i kept trying to psycho myself to stop thinking about other stuff, play and all and focus FOCUS! argh. I'm facing viscous forces here urgh.
ha we seem to have such coincidences, in fact too much of any coincidences to meet, or at least to see each other in the least expected ways. Being frequently late for schooll recently, i thought that would be the end to our coincidence. It turned out yOu were late as well, and we'd meet while yOu make yOur way to yOur *****. Or not, we'll meet somehow,somewhat. during our breaks or lessons. As i look back, i found it rather amusing how we'd meet , how yOu will somehow get into some pictures near us. i remembered how coincidental it was that yOu were seated right behind me in the bus; how yOur face was somehow coincidentally included in the pictures i took with my partner on the bus, and gosh yOu were grinning! lol. Yesterday, i had least expected you to be there eating, so near yet again. i was surprise indeed, but just found it amusing that we have too much coincidences. i guess yOu are doing quite well in school,but i'm not sadly. but yOu really did add some perks and something to remnise about in college. lol. but i really am curious. What are you like? We have only communicated once which was when yOu offered to help me along in the trip. suppose we are boths shy then. but i did enjoy the trip.
And to yoU, what are yoU like? yoU seem to be a nice chap in contrast to what i *****. i wanna **** yoU ****, wanna see yoU...
Stress, stress, stress...time to face the music soon. To think i was more worried here there than anything unrelated to work and progress. shit. gonna get hell from home soon. Sometimes really feel like whacking myself to get started, if not get moving. i'm lagging and falling into a pitless hole. damn.
*i do not seem to be talking any sense, so just ignore me----in quite a deranged state*
Talk in my flooble chatterbox! ( if your can\'t tag on the screen!(: )
