La~mour

Monday, April 17, 2006

Vigor and Numbness

I believe i have been trying too hard to blog on general stuffs and on GP issues, but till now to no avail. Oh well, the word is SOON..Meanwhile, it's Monday yet again. As usual, Monday blues for many, myself not exceptional but i guess it wasn't all too blue for me afterall.

Basically i had NAPFA test on the remaining 5 stations which kinda got me excited about since, well today officially marks the end of our 'gruella' NAPFA training regime, though the trainings were of course not as tough as Track days..But Seriously I don't know to rejoice or be upset that this is it, the end of pe trainings. Amidst the 'tough' runnings and workouts during pe, there were times when yea, the pe were rather enjoyable to some extent. ANyway, i'm just too happy and relieved to have done not too badly for my NAPFA, improved from last year, something which kinda cheered me up a bit " Yea, finally got TT..and achieved that.." Since it was NAPFA tests today, pe wasn't much of perspiration(though still have but not as bad as the usual) and dirt but i bathed at school anyway, on thinking that i should keep myself clean and fresh for the GP mock in the afternoon after school today. Good thing that I have short hair now, that i can dry them easily and quickly, ( Yes, that was one reason i chopped them off to my current length). School went on as usual, and in fact quickly today( Mondays are my shortest days afterall(= ) and i'm rather glad i did not fall asleep during GP mock today. Haha..what drivel manz but indeed an achievement (Ah well,there's always this tendency to fall asleep in class on a humid day in the stuffy classroom; i have such an inclination for that though =X)

Valerie suggested we go visit the clinic today. I agreed since i have to take that damn Tetanus jab anytime soon after all. Freak, i was friggin' afraid of that agonising jab since i have heard a lot about the effects of that jab. Gosh..someone please save me..
Eventually we went. I was constantly trying to calm my own nerves on every thought of that jab and finally we've reached the CLINIC. My composure was relaxed at the reception, i only started to panic a bit when i was told to enter the consultant room. All thoughts of that needle that was to poke into my arm flooded my mind i was so overwhelmed i couldn't answer the questions properly. But thanks to Val's constant amusing gimmicks that helped put a smile onmy face for some moments. Alas! He retrieved the package containing the whole set of innoculation. The syringe, though looked small enough to me, appeared rather menacing. The doctor began to pull at the nozzle, all the more i feel like running away. "OMG, val i wanna run away!" While i was scrambling towards the door, val pulled me back to the seat and all i knew was some ice spray was applied and i felt that foreboding needle enter my skin. *GOSH i think i'm going to die this minute"* Numbness flowed through my entire arm and i realised i did have some tears brimming at the corner of my eyes. Haha..Oh well..But it was also freaking expensive for that little jab. It cost $40 now, as compared with the previous $25 because of an addition of 2 other 'ingredients'.

It's finally over, now it's time to..agonize..Ouch..

LA~mour at 9:33 PM