Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Halted Progress
Damn! my school academic progress has been decelerated and eventually halted, recently. Couldn't help getting excited over my expedition though. Perhaps that's what has gotten me off my focus at school. BUT it will be over by this weekend, so..a few more days to bear with and then i really should slog my guts out from then. Been surfing around the web and realised that there are other teens out there who are already mugging their way through, and perhaps even all ready to take on the A lvls! This is seriously a bad omen for me..for i ended up getting flustered and lose my focus further. SOmehow my daily timetable seems to be packed with lots of stuffs, not that they are all related to academic work, but also errands i need to do. NMR seems to be an approachable yet cold topic. For a moment i felt it was within my grasp of understanding, the next i found myself lost and confused. Dang. The bottomline for this is: I should spend more time on CHEM esp..lots to do..and EVEN MORE for PHYSICS. Physics has always been the black sheep amongst my subjects, the one i always seldom or never obtain a pass in. Yeah, sad life but well, blame no one but myself for this mistake of picking phy into my 3 subs. Still, i guess Phy should be a better subject as compared with Econs:P Ah well, no point grieving over spilt milk. What is done, is done. Move On..Basically, i've been experiencing mood swings, particularly these few days. Some people simply pisses me off, or rather ruin my happy mood, into a foul one. It's freaking irritating. Argh..i should just isolate myself for some time manz! Just kept feeling my life's going haywired again, damn it. Need to curb it before it gets totally screwed and uncontrollable. haha.. YEa i desperately needed a BREAK! So i guess the expedition's just right, or so i hope. (=Realised I haven't been updating. Well, despite me being online every night, while i feel the urge to type a post, i always get lazy when i find myself staring at the empty blogpost screen that's awaiting to fill my thoughts. Ah well, noting that i am not talking much sense, i shall stop here for now, and get my head buried into the CHEMISTRY NMR. DANg. There's MAths CA tmr, and especially on STATs..*what am i good in man..i dunno, frankly and sadly..So what if i'm jack of all trades?I'm yet a master of none..
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