Sunday, March 12, 2006
Random thoughts
Sometimes one would feel a sense of emptiness, like a feeling of incompletion. Work aside, it is the emotional incompletion which i am refering to. Have you ever wished that there is someone who you can get embraced by, one who makes you feel lonely no more? Someone who cares for you and loves you as much as the other part loves you?Someone to protect you, even? What do you do when you're faced with such a feeling? Have you ever thought of that question in the first place? It must be a painful feeling to secretly fall for someone..
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Where are you, Do you know that I miss you? Have you even noticed me? Do you feel the same towards me? I want to cuddle in your embrace, feel your heartbeat, have fond memories, fun and all with you. When I saw you, that connection through our eyes told me i love you. It was love at first sight. You possess what i seek out in a companion...I could see that you have the ability to make me happy and enjoy life..
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It was a wonderful day. Today's the GENUS concert as well as the various universities open house. Being limited on the time i have for open houses, i settled for NuS only. It was a pretty not-too-bad experience, just that everything is getting more and more sophisticated, the way of studying, the qualifications, the competitiveness. I am pretty scared. Can i survive in this competitive world/society? Anyway. i left NUS by 4.30 amidst the huges crowds*gosh i hate crowds* Went home and tried to drown myself under cold running tap water. With such a huge crowd, and the scorching hot sun glaring their harmful rays at us, i was all sticky and warm, pretty disgusted.
Next, missed the forst bus to school to meet everyone who's going.damn..in fact when i finally got onto that bus,i was told we were getting late..and everybody boarded the bus 151 without me, hoping i could intersect in the midst of the bus ride. I missed that bus just by a stupid red light which came at the most irritating time period. Hence i missed the bus, and flagged a cab to go nus, on the way my cab overtook the bus. Feeling that i should join everyone on the bus as a united group, i stopped and alighted off the cab 2 stops later. I caught it, PHEW...but all was fun and beautiful. The concert featured 2 of my favourite songs----Suteki Da Ne and Spirited Away:D got so excited i was jumping all around. Woots!*fun game of racin against time:P
We had late supper at clementi macdonalds and took some drinks at the end of the concert. Ended going home late, in fact reachigng home late that is. LOLmy dad thought someone sent me home. lol fat hope, besides i'm planning to stay single for this year:D well i guess...
i hope l.a..damn funny on what my dad said..
Alrights, shan't say more, i am freaking tired and dead beat:D
all for now then:D
ta~ta!
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