Friday, November 04, 2005
WHy
*WHY*.why tmr.why now.WHY WHY WHY, WHY are you giving me this bs now? It's my bday tmr, yet today you do this to me. Did you do this on purpose? I hate it, I hate you. i never meant to say so but i can hardly contain it all again. You made my life horrid, you made it even more miserable now. You are simply so very mean. I'm this way but you cannot change me forcefully for i will never let you. I hate it when i have to do things to your bid. I have my own mind and body which only i can control. You can't just order me around and make me do things against my will. What you have done to me and *** the previous time had already turned into scars for life. I do not wanna be ruined by you. I wanna get away from you, far far away from you.. My life's messed up enough. I dun wanna hear from you....
You have just planted another fresh scar on me:'(...
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