Wednesday, October 26, 2005
How should i face and tackle these problems?
*how shld i do?!*.in a dilemma.every step i take causes another problem.I am stuck.I do not know how to move forward anymore.Everything's pulling me down,and i am seriously very sick and tired of these all.There's my academic probs, then my pw probs...and so on and so forth. I'm constantly being questioned, yelled at, pressed, and held responsible for pw...When one of my member gets a scolding, i get a larger share of that scolding. when she wanna yell at any one of my members, she yell at them thru me. And i am not at all anticipating to being the leader. I do have my difficulties getting the group to work altogether. I guess every other group jus simply has their own stories to tell. When i get pressed on my members' attitude and performances, i'm always being put in a tight and difficult spot. I dun mean and seriously have no intentions to sabo anyone. All i can say is i try give a fair account for it all, while willingly giving some leeways. I am not the great God, but that's all i can do. Before anyone can argue about this or rebuke me with my conscience of protecting my comrades, all i can say is i will do as much as i can help, but on fair grounds. And definitely, it is not all that easy to be the darn leader. To be impartial yet able to produce a good piece of work under good teamwork, it is definitely Easier said than done. The determining factor will be the strong and good teamwork where everyone is able to listen and compromise to come to an agreement, not forgetting that each team member are willing to give their best as well.
With so much onto me, i fear for my level of perseverance. How much longer can i take it all? I am tired, already..I cant sleep yesterday.I found myself suddenly lost in my sense of direction. I was worried,frustrated,yet upset.How can i get my group to coorperate? Did you really think i like to sabo pple? i HATE it! But also try puting yourself into my shoes, the one getting pressed on every other things by the teacher. you are all freed, but i'm severely tied down. I dunno how to face it all. I could only cry myself to sleep yesterday night, where nobody can see me . . .
what should i do...i feel miserable..
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