La~mour

Saturday, October 08, 2005

cranky

*I feel...*
.suddenly missing many pple.realised how much i love them.

It was a great day out today! To start with was Guitar preparations for open house, then next to meeting Celina and Pam out at far East! Haha..thought Pam cudn't make it but she did(= Hung out arnd far east for some time before movingon to Heerens for neoprint taking.GOSH! i so love them..it was fabulous though(= Kev came ltr and Pam left. Went on for more shopping before reaching PS. Yep, watched Corpse Bride-Yea nice movie(=

Then went for pasta and a bit of chat tlks
. Was relative a slack day but rather enjoyed it!Woohoos, painted my nails black today, with Celina..thought it's jus so nice! lol..

Back at home, while being seated down before the pc, i suddenly felt that my life's been packed, there is simply so much,too much to be done, seems never ending..I have been runing awqy from reality. I just could not cope with everything. I refuse to face reality, my escapism. Why am i so slack on some days? Because i procrastinate,bcoz i m pausing what all i have to do. Seriously i am afraid, terribly afraid yet curious to know the future. how my future will turn out and the obstacles ahead. Friends, yea of coz i have many but how many are the true loyal friends? Maybe a few or a small handful. Yes,friends do giv the best consolation but there are simply some things friends cant help in, especially in facing the reality. I'm living in Escapism.Why? I do not know myself too, and finding out my answers.

Suddenly i felt this wave of nostalgia flooding my mind, making me remniscience on the past sweet memories i had with really gr8 friends. Esp ASAP. everyone i cant help but missed those gr8 times we had altogether, simply irrrestible and unforgettable.To them: I miss u all loads and i LOVE U. There's also my 1st 3 mths OG cliche, i really enjoyed those fun n thrilling times we all shared together,and i frankly treasure them! Yea, and i really do miss u all too esp the few of u..(+*hugs* I love CHARMED5 too! Just..developed this yearning feeling.sighs..WHy?
Wondered what i was in my past life, and how i died then..hmmmmm..
Is there really life after death?*wonders*..........

LA~mour at 3:59 PM