Monday, September 05, 2005
stop it!f u
STOP it, jus STOP it...u r jus so fking irritating.u r geting on my nerves.u n ur continuous ranting.i wish u wud stop for good.Who are you to make my day feeling screwed up?Damn you.I am fking irritated,pissed and horrifyingly disgusted with you. I hated to be here. I hated to be near you, in fact. I was never close to you anyway. There is only 2 persons in my heart till now and not afraid to disappoint you, you are not one of them, TOO BAD. I jus cannot make myself to let you in. And till now, despite how i tried i still can't. Who knows mayb in the future, or even perhaps never. I cannot feel the love for you, thus the way i be before you, yet to the other 2 persons, i'd give anything for them, inclusive of my own life. You simply made me hate you so much i can say no more except to wish for my freedom away from you. you want to be biased? Go ahead, like i care. I wished for the time when i can be h*** alone. i m wasting time here, now, stuck in this bullshit. Wad the hell..
I feel that i can do much more, productiove work outside than back at home. Damn. Just let me go.
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