Friday, August 19, 2005
Reflections
Reflection
.confused.angry.irritaed.busted.It has been quite some time since i last updated, what more a reflection..Haha..
Time and Tide waits for NO ONEThis proverb does sound true , especially at this point in time where time flows like a running tap. So much has happened,occured and affected much of my life. I have been a total slacker, didn't do well for mid years, yet i'm still so laggy.WHY. I really wonder what is wrong with me. Where has my old self gone? The gal who was known for her courage n determination? Have i lost her? I am no Cherie, in fact i feel so un-cherie..darn! WHAT IS WRONG with ME!! Am i missing him? the problem is, i dunno it myself too. Which is a sad thing. Morever, the PROMOs are drawing near...and i m totally freaked for i m no genius (ok not like jh claims himself to be), and my subs aint good at all..i need to find my cure ...ARGH..my life feels in a total disarray..darn, and no way am i going to give up!!
Hence, i SHALL make myself grow more persistent,n try find my determination and courage back! I WIL AND SHALL NOT FALL to SUCH blows...hmm.perhaps i should start now..(= okies ta~ta...i must start at once..it's do or die..aha