Tuesday, May 03, 2005
MONDAY BLUES
*MONDAY BLUES*~. never ending work . horrid qns . complicated stuffs . life sux .~I am so damn sad!!! Mom grounded me for today! She din allow me to go out today..Had planned t hang out with my brother Pearleen they all for badminton, Blading etc...gosh how i missed blading and cycling! AND I MISS U TOO PAM!!my sworn sister(=...BUt well, having gone out almost everyday, she gave me a NO:S shucks man..i love hanging out with them, it feels so homely, like a family and all, close to my brother, sister and buddy..it's almost like a little family outing! OH MAnz..they must hav had an enjoyable time now there, blading..OH MANZ!!i dun care we MUST GO AGAIN! and get all of us!! *hugs*
Sighs,till now i'm still not done with my work:S it's jus never ending!! wth...but then again staying at home the whole day made me realise this is one in a long time since i stayed at home the whole day, stuck up in my books,no paperworks...lolx..Well, then again,the sch day starts again the very next day:S....sighs..somewhat, i felt like giving up..is this the path i wanna follow?but otherwise wud i enjoy poly life? Sighs, guess i'm to stick with what i hav chosen then..again, like what one of my friend says..---THIS IS LIFE..indeed,life is boring,it's jus a little game..where we all compete to stuff information and knowledge into ourselves(our brains) and compete who's got more things stuffed in, who does better in exams etc.And then in our lifetime for some 60-70 years we're to do this till we die..Isn't it a total bore?WHere's the life?What is my true purpose[refer to 40 days of Purpose]..haiz..Perhaps i'm really blessed with many close friends and relatives(though they are mainly not in sg:S)..i'm blessed with my 1st 3 mths friends, with brother-pearleen, and sister Pamela, and best friend CheeQing!!and not forgetting the Charmed ones*..Ok..Cherie, get on with life, jus live it the way things are for the time being..!Haiz...(=
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