Monday, May 23, 2005
Hopeless
Hopeless..*i'm feeling hopeless*lost*tired of all*It's to the end of May soon,2 months flew past, jus like that. I have not been doing well in school, not been able to absorb and understand the lessons taught. i have been failing tests, unable to do all the sums. stared lots into notes given and ws. still i m stuck, unable to go on. i cant help but feel that all is lost. that i have failed it all. What's wrong with me?! Why can't i get it? Why am i so useless>?! Get a grip man CHERIE! Where's the old persistent U?! It's just 2 more meagre years to the end of the basic education.. Think of N's perseverance! take him as the role model! his aim's to be the hokage, yours wud to to achieve your dreaM! if he can outbeat all challenges, why cant u?! U hav to be strong, especially at this point in time! there isn't much of a choice nor time for u now! That is the one and only way to survive in this horrid society! GOSH!! this is the cursed life...