Sunday, April 17, 2005
slack
~I'm BAck!~.slack.busy.rushed.messy life.lost.weirdly nolstalgic.missing u.[ASAP].
it's been quite some time since i last updated yet again.my apologies for all. School's been pretty rushed and packed, with piles and loads of assignments and tutorial to be done and an extra workload for those who missed 1st mths at CJC, especially ME.yes.i'm finding it hell hard to catch up, without notes nor one to teach the concept etc..i am finding it hard to catch any 'ball'. Now that we are nearing the mid years, i felt doomed. i felt fearful, frightened to be retained. My constant motivation: i have come this far. i cannot and should not be irresponsible and give up on my dream. i must fight for it. Hence i must move on constantly and face it bravely with my best...
For now,i'm taking time to slack.Yes i am a little bit tired of all. Whilst i flip thru my photographs in my PC folders and photo books, a wave of nolstalgia swept thru' me. I reminisce those fond memories, happy times we all spent altogether. I miss my ASAP family mambers, DEARLY. i miss my best friend, despite us being in the same school.I miss my other close friends, my OG friends from 1st 3 mths, my fav maternal grandmother, i miss U too. To cut it short, i am feeling weird.complicated?yea, about there.i feel lost, yet again. damn. I MISS ALL THOSE GREAT FUN TIMEs SPENT!!!*hugs to all*
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