Monday, March 14, 2005
Fark off u B****!*PISSED!*
It's been some time since i last updated..Time flies irritatingly fast again,especially when one's enjoying her fun n laughter with friends,spending quality buddy times...WHy does all good things have to always come to an end?Why shoudn't it be all bad things instead?Why must sufferings and tortures be never ending?Is this really the Equilibrium of the Good and the Bad?It seems to me that the Bad's weighing down more than the Good...I miss many things and pple..i'm thinking of many things now..the Good,the Bad,the Evil...
ANGER-my anger management isn't doing very well,and so i am venting a bit here
..*grrr*:I felt like a prisoner,whose freedom is binded and stolen by an evil (wretch) witch.Ok..i m mean,but i dun give a damn now..i'm simply too exhausted to care much.Why should i care much when YOU dun even give a damn to care about how i feel too?You know why i was NEVER close to you?Because u were too unliberal,too forceful and unreasonable...all negative traits bout' u..U took me for ur anger avenue to vent on,what about mine?where's mine?I wish so much to break away from you,i'm still waiting,waiting for my official Independence Day..2 more years?I shall wait and i will win this battle against you.I will never let you get me 1st nor kill me.You wait and see.I shall prove myself and prove you wrong!
There's simply too much you don't know about me,you've outdated yourself on me..Too many secrets i've had let u missed out on..You dun know what's on my mind,and you will never know,coz i won't let you.You never knew that i was attached b4,in the past..you never knew i had done many things that you forbade me to.But i did them..u made me feel rebellious,against you,only to you.Yes,sadly to you and only u.I love Gm and D so much more than you...such that i never will hurt them nor disobey them-i feel obliged to hear them out instead.I m harmless,but u've HURT me too much,so much it's left scars in me..forever..I need to numb the pain,but whom shall i turn to?You have never even make up to the hurt u gave me.You din even make an effort to apologise..
Overall,u sux,and i HATE you!
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