Wednesday, December 15, 2004
wanting to cry out loud...
I really felt like crying out loud...
WHY?why did everyting turn out this way??Everything was so perfect,so peaceful and beautiful...then came this '
storm' which ruptured and disturbed this serenity...If only i didn't go for the damn interview...Urgh..Somemore interview at
Mcdonalds???wtf..hiyo...should have known that by going for the stupid interview,i'd get the job.Why?Because my aunty works there in the company...(-_-)..hiya...den got relation de wor..Now i'm tied down...for the job liao even though it's part time...wa...waste my whole morning and afternoon can??!go work by standing there like a scarecrow,den attend to pple interested in buying the clothes only wad..:S.WAD the hell.i guess only my Dad and Grandma din presurise me from gg for that stupid interview..my dear goody mom and my other aunties wa...keep on pressurizing me..Win already lor.Now i shall get stuck there for my afternoons.. However
,I WANT TO CONTINUE MY MAD AND I WILL! I DON'T CARE!
I shall not give MAD up.That is my main concern..at least i learn things..with my peers.Over at the other end,i'll be facing ruthless people..Someone anyone, please just shoot me.
I wished i went to the Track chalet instead of going with my fanily to Malaysia...URGH..it's all YOUR fault! I really want to
CRY,but crying does not and will not solve any problems at all.Henceforth,i shall have to stay strong and face it all. Let this be a painful lesson learnt
.*I shall have to brace myself against many people's scoldings..*
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