Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Quite fun time spent at orchard..:)
Hello!gee,time really flies.It's December liao!Very soon school will start for the 1st 3 mths,and so are the results of the O'levels creeping nearer to us.There is no point in me getting frightened about the results, or whether i can do well,for there is no turning back.We cannot turn back the clock.I just have to accept what i'll get,and stick to it.I know it is very risky a thing to do since i wasn't really secured in any jcs,but HOPE,that's what i'll keep with me to the very end.
Oh well,speak about some highlights of how i spent my 'holidays'!Well,one distinct thing/event i did was to participate in the Silkpro Christmas tree,err..in fact the MAD movement in town.(Oh yea,town yet AGAIN!!)Lolx..Frankly,thought i must agree that many things have changed and bearing the fact that it is nv gona be the same again,the new atmospher seems rather good.I mean, there are nice pple there still,despite them being new and it was rather enjoyable working with them:).I did not sign on the job my uncle recommended,though the pay is rather grand(>$1000 arn there).Dunno wad's got into me,but my mom klinda almost killed me for not taking up that job(uh-oh) and kep taunting me with my 'not-so-wise' decision..Yea,she's still doing it:S..
How will Heartware Network turn out to be for me?I wonder.How will my life and future turn out to be?I fear and wonder.Will i be able to take it all under my stride?Sometimes,i just felt like digging a hole in the ground and hide myself,without the need to face all these.Have i lost my determination?My Perseverance?Perhaps i really need some time to myself to try and get to know myself better.Hmmm...time to sleep!okie dockie,HOPE!