Monday, December 13, 2004
Complicated
Complicated.Yes,that's what i am feeling now.Dunno how to put how and what i feel now into words.Making choices..i never like to make choices.Urgh..i hate it especially when i made a bad choice..and there goes all the complications..I hate misunderstandings and 'XXXXX XX' pple.Just can't stand them.Haha,shan';t say much about this since i nv know whu's reading my blog this instant...That's one thing i thought was a disadvantage to having a blog:u can't just say what u feel freely,due to the fact that anyone can read your/my blog..(X_x).Sometimes i do find it defeating the purpose of having a blog...Urgh...currently,i have to make a couple of choices,which may led me to either enjoy myself,or end up getting sullen over the experience..Ok,mayb i m just being pessimistic but i terribly dun wanna ruin my happy life by getting myself onto some unhappy misunderstandings..I suddenly felt like getting far far away,to a place where i see none of such pple and just get a life of my own.I need a new lease of life...i supposed.I feel
COMPLICATED!But i'm looking forward to the 24th,25th(chrisatmas eve and day),and 31st December!Haha..how exciting..lolx.Let' hope it's gonna be a smooth and fun experience..:)